no longer a happy place, just a dark hole that my feelings go to. a place where i can find my words that i can never say.

written for us
expressed by me
thoughts about him (and always about us)

21st March 2011

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“sometimes the truth hurts”

hell yeah it does. it’s a type of pain that can’t be described. it’s like you heart just kinda stops and literally sinks into your stomach making you feel like you might throw up. it’s like that feeling when your head gets all hot and you can feel your throat clenching up. it’s when you’re blinking rapidly or just close your eyes for 5 seconds to hold back the tears. it’s when you feel its necessary to breath in deeply or else you might just break down. something as simple as him being mean to me just hurts so much cause it never was like this.