yes, its true. i love you and am still in love with you. i cant prove it, but i can say it and mean it. so when you ask me why i cant yell at you or be mad at you, think about this:
i cant curse your name, i cant ignore you. i cant yell at you for hours, i cant tell you i hate you, i cant say hateful things to you. i care about your feelings. many things were my fault, and i will and am taking full blame for it. but if you do something wrong from now on, i can no longer hold a grudge against you because i too have done the same thing. maybe not sex, but other things.
so yes hai, i do love you. but no, i cant be in a relationship with you anymore.