no longer a happy place, just a dark hole that my feelings go to. a place where i can find my words that i can never say.

written for us
expressed by me
thoughts about him (and always about us)

1st March 2011

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no matter what i do, what i say, or how hard i try. he wont think twice about me. letting go for good now. who am i kidding myself? im more like killing myself. just bringing back the memories and and texting him isnt gonna make him text me back.

he started giving me hope, now i have to stop giving myself hope. i hate this. 

or at least i keep telling myself he doesn’t care…